My fingers ran up
the piano. The notes slid under my fingers. My brain was calm and still. As my
eyes checked my fingers, the music flooded out of the piano like a roaring
ocean. I have played the piano for three years, and it gives me bliss. I have been
in two recitals. The first one was very exciting, but it made me anxious;
however, it made me better at performing in front of an audience.
A fresh gust of
summer air swept over my face. It was the day. The day of my first piano
recital. I felt excited, and my stomach felt like a million tiny bugs were
crawling in it. I was very nervous. My song echoed in my head. The song I had
been practicing with for weeks. “Lavender's Blue” was the song, so the high
notes danced around my head as I thought about it. But it was no time for
worrying. We were about to step into the building. I looked around me and
realized that this was it.
I walked into the
room where all the kids were practicing their instruments. I thought that it
was very cool. The bugs in my stomach were still in there, but I was trying to
think of different things. I headed straight for the piano and practiced my
song. The notes were amazing. Then I thought of playing on the stage and all
those people looking at me. My stomach felt weird, and my mouth dried up, but I
was still happy about being able to do this.
I tried super hard to focus on the piano, but the thoughts were still
spinning in my head.
It was about to be
my turn to play the piano; I thought I had memorized my song. Kids had left the
room and were walking onto the stage. I
had the song in my head, and I knew it. If I was okay with my song then why had
I been so worried? But playing the piano
had always made me happy, and now I was so worried. I had been thinking more
and more about my song. But before I could think of my song twice it happened.
“Emma. come; it is
your turn,” A lady said. It was about to happen. I was walking to the
door. My stomach squeezed and my throat hurt. I walked to the stage.
Soon I went on to the stage. The lights shined on to my face; the stage was
very bright. The audience was dark. I could kind-of see my parents and family.
I felt excited. I walked to the piano; I still was shaking. I played my song
and the notes flew out of the piano. I had played my song and I had only made
one mistake. A humongous weight was lifted from me. I was so relieved and
cherry.
I am happy I did
this. It was good for me to do something that had been different. I like
playing the piano because it gives me joy. It also helps me to get over my
fears. I want to continue to play the piano because it gives me joy and it helps me, and I would
want it to help others to do things that
are outside of their comfort zones.
-Emma