Here I
am, all my possessions in my hands, my coat on my back, and all my friends by
my side. Today is what the spacers call a lift-off day. I tend to agree, the
skies are cloudless, the ships are ready, and I am ready too. So as I’m
standing alone, empty- handed, I observe the many jewel studded, long robed,
and snobby men that are so close and yet so separate from me. While I myself am
only going from Orff to Thaviv, these men may be traversing through the galaxies
themselves; to the lands where diamonds rain and gold grows plentiful. As I
ponder this I force myself to make sense of my surroundings. I am in a low
ceilinged waiting area with nauseatingly synthetic and overly glaring lights.
The room is possessed by the stinging smell of disinfectant and the dull
conversations of traveling companions. I am set to ride from the mining world
of Orff to the scavengers heaven of Thaviv. I have no regrets about my journey.
I am leaving no one and nothing behind. No, I mustn't think of that, that day
when it all changed. I feel the chair pressing into my back and bottom like a
vise. Are the walls falling down? I don’t care. All I feel is a sword in my
heart and a burning in my throat.
“No,
no, no, no,” I’m whimpering to myself now. I can’t contain my sorrow. I see
her, right in the floor. She’s slowly being crushed alive, her beautiful
figures melting into a pool of bones and gore. Out of her mouth comes one,
small, word.
“Leave.”
“Boarding
for Orff to Thaviv bay 42. I repeat, boarding Orff to Thaviv bay 42.” The
automated voice breaks me out of my depressed state. I slowly rise and am
surprised to see the wealth oozing frommen rising from their seats . They do
this as though the entire world has been waiting for them to make their
entrance. They don’t walk; they float majestically as if living on clouds. It’s
supposed to give off an air of superiority. But it really just looks like
snails with legs.
But why
are they going to a planet of crushed battleships and even more crushed souls?
Surely they have no business there. But no, I must focus, I mustn't be
distracted. I have one solitary chance of getting off of this orphan making,
God forsaken, burning rock. I rise confidently, purposefully, and quickly. Each
step brings me closer to leaving the only place I have ever called home.
This
labyrinth of hallways is almost too disorentating to stand. As I walk, the
gentle throb of the crowds provides an escape from my troubles. Left, right,
left, right. There it is! Bay 42 with its doors wide open. But where are the
weak and helpless? Why is there such an absence of the needy and the
fatherless? All I see are the rich and well off, the ones that are supposed to
be going into the luxury ships.
“Hello,
young man, do you have the intention of boarding my interstellar vessel?” This
accusation-sounding statement is directed to me by an athletic man with a navy
blue vest and matching pants. His badge says Captain Rex.
“Well,
that is what my transcript says.” Rex seems to believe that he’s better than
me; I can gather that from his sneer. But why? Aren’t all men made as equals,
our biological components exactly the same? It intrigues me to ponder the fact
that we are made from the same elements, the same matter. The only thing separating
us is our bank accounts.
“Fine,
I suppose looks can be deceiving, third door on your right.” I start scuttling
away. I get three steps before Rex yells back.
“And
welcome to the Navis Undecim!”
I’m
being ushered to a small room (no more than seven feet in area) by a little
machine pretending that he’s human. He has all the right components, head,
legs, arms, eyes, the fingers, the toes, and the rest. But there is something
missing. Something is off about this short english-looking man. What is it? Oh,
of course. The eyes are as empty as my pockets. It can’t have a soul, emotion,
or friend.
Even
with its faults, I feel the childish urge of excitement at the sight of it.
This is as close up as I’m ever going to get to Google's best selling new toy.
Humanoids are all the rage nowadays. My master had two or three model fours
(obsolete compared to this model Z).
“Welcome
to the Navis Undecim, named after the first spaceship that sent men to other
planets.” The robot fires off words like a well rehearsed speech. I know she’s
wrong; Apollo 11 went to the moon, not another planet. At least I think so; it
happened 200 years back. My history lessons were all but obsolete.
This
ship is fascinating. It’s a small ship, with hydrofoil like wings and the
smallest engine I’ve ever seen. In my space. Wait, my space! My very own ten
square feet of land! Is that a couch? I have only heard of these in rumors!
Great balls of fluff! Not for sleeping though, just for sitting! The walls are
almost completely empty but not quite. There is just a poster of a
Fire-phantasis. The name is derived from the word the scientists called it,
Monstourous Phantasmas. The name means fantasy monster. These beasts are giant
beings (20 feet tall is the record). The xeno creature also gives off enough
energy to power an automobile. And that’s only in the crystals we’ve found!
Scientists think they shed off crystals in puberty. They are made from
multicolored crystals, and they have no face. They burn mini fires inside each
of their crystals. They are alien beings from some luxury planet; they could be
the answer to the energy crisis. That is if the ETAC (extraterrestrial
ambassador committee) drops their stance on “protecting the animals.”
What’s
this? The ship trembles, and I feel a pop in my ears! Don’t the old and brittle
still have to board, and what about the ones with no arms or legs? Where are
the
miners! But I am tired, I must
rest my head in this white walled room of the wealthy. To bed.
Five
hours later, in gravitational orbit above Thaviv.
I wake
to no noises, at all. I look outside my room and see nothing, not a soul. To my
left I hear the soft thrum of machinery. Down the hall to my right there is an
expanse of doors, each with the soft sounds of conversation coming from them. I
have an odd feeling about this, no crying children. Maybe spaceships calm the
weary, maybe they work magic. But no, I know my kin, they wouldn’t be this
quiet. But wait! what of the rich men aboard! Maybe I’m on a luxury cruiser,
going to take me away from my terrible path! Maybe this isn’t an exile to
escape my past, but a trip to a bright future! Maybe,
BOW-A-COW-A-CHOW-A-DO-WHO-WHO-who-who-whooooo.
This isn’t the sound of luxury! This is the sound of the mines. That is, engine
failure. Screams! Shrieks! Rex is sprinting frantically to my left. And some
feeling inside me, call it curiosity, call it a need for adventure, follows
him.
“Back,
beast!” In front of me is a scene out of a horror story. On the ground drips
the blood of a human. On the walls are the scorch marks of fire. On my left is
a burning pile of machinery, utterly mangled and destroyed. But I mustn’t focus
on any of that, for before me is the one thing I thought I would never see.
There
it is, the subject of all the debate, a Fire-Phantisis is right there! Rex is
in combat! Suddenly the man I met less than a few hours ago is saving my life!
Rex fights valiantly, dodging left, right, and then hitting the thing with bare
flesh. Rex is trying to corral the beast into its cage. Rex seems to be making
progress, but every so often a crystal hand shoots out and burns something
else. The fire rages on, and now I see, Rex is losing. There is no pushing back
on an unstoppable force! It’s over. The beast lashes out and hits, and burns,
and kills. So this is how it ends, in a luxury ship, with an illegal engine,
and without a single friend. Hm, something illegal, no friends, and being close
to luxury but not of it? That has been my life. If buddhist beliefs are true
then I hope my next life is better. If the christians are right I hope God
bestows upon me more than I have now. The fire rampages towards me, and
suddenly the beast turns a bright white, and all I feel is burning pain. The
feeling is as if a hot pan is being heated even hotter, and I’m being cooked.
The agony! The never ceasing knives of death are coming! And then it all stops,
and I discover man’s most thought over mystery. And I can never tell you.
Disaster Report
InterGalactic
Government 11.20.04 ST
Type of disaster:
Ship disintegration
Time of disaster:
5:42 Standard Time
Death Toll:
156 dead, no survivors.
Cause:
Carbon buildup in engine.
Other Notes:
None.
-James
Kelly